I saw you online yesterday...which always wierds me out because this media stuff is for the hepcats, but you were there and I know you saw me but I didn't waste my hopes on a greeting, I gave up on that years ago. It says to honor you in the Bible but why do some people have to make things so difficult. Anyways... Happy Birthday.I'll save you the awkwardness of an e-mail this year, hope you have a splendid time. I know you think about me, I know you think you love me, you say you do, but I'd like for you to show me in another way maybe a way which requires communication. There's so many ways for it nowadays...it's crazy...and it doesn't even require saying words just movement of fingers and some courage. I told you not to support me because I found a way to deal with you not being there, but I lied. But so did you..so many times.
I think about you everyday
Can somebody please define love, because I'm so confused one day it's this...then it's this... So far i've learned that there's a difference between love and in love. They say the brain patterns of someone IN love are similar to those who are insane. So I have to be crazy?? Awww come on.
Yesterday I was walking and this guys starts singing "Looooooooove, never knew what I was missing, but I knew once we start kissing I fou-ound fou-ound" and the more I laughed the worse he sang. "I know you hear him singing!!!" his friend says. I told him he had a nice voice but I kept walking. He changes songs "Slow down...I just want to get to know you, but don't turn around cause that pretty brown skirt looks good to me." The Dumbest things can make people feel special.
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