Mommy Daddy Secrets

I found something out about my parents that I just wish I didn't know. I've been trying to act all nonchalant like it didn't bother the shit out of me but gat dang.

You know that whole period before you were born and your parents had this whole life you didn't know about. There's a reason for that, you don't want to know. No no sersiously....you don't want to know. Maybe mom dabbled in drugs and turned tricks maybe Dad had a little homo experience (These are just examples) guess what? By the time you are born...it doesn't matter you are here and the focus is raising a child and moving on. No need for dirt because....well we as kids look up to our parents and things they did BEFORE you were born....doesn't have anything to do with you.

It's a thought that'll make you question EVERYTHING you know and look through life through an almost dissappointing lens. Now all I can do is be mature enough to understand the my parents are people too.That's all I have to say.

It's Wednesday Right

It's Tuesday right? No Wednesday. Relax Wednesday I know your name..It's just ever since the summer started it's been a little hard keeping track and being a teacher and all....look I got time on my hands but Wednesday you know u special. Hump Day right? Days just keep passing by where I accomplish. Nothing. No Thing. Unless you call eating, sleeping, and watching Blockbuster movies being productive then hell yes I'm the most ambitious person I know. I.....dare I say it...kinda sort of...just a teensy bit miss....teac-. I'll stop right there, free times leading to craziness.

A few things I must accomplish with this free time

1. Writing
2. Reading
3. Catching up with my homies/family
4. Being the most incredible human being I know


4 is the easy one it's the others I have a problem with.

South Beach....Memorial Day.

I'm not really a party girl. I'm a blockbuster night leave me alone so I can finish reading the Kite Runner type of girl....

So my friend and I head down to South Beach and we're staying at her brother's place who lives 5 minutes from South Beach and we went to the club that cost $50 bucks to get into only because it's memorial day weekend and it's now 4 o'clock in the morning and she decides that she's going to get her groove on and I'm like well I'm taking my ass home....

So I head home her brother's place with his two male roommates and I'm pissed because

1. His roommates haven't met me before and I'm about to just walk into their house this time of night.

2. I'm about to sleep in a house full of dudes and if I get raped I'm going to be so pissed. I actually considered driving 45 minutes to my aunt's house....

So I get to her brother's place (after taking a detour after some people who I suspected might be serial killers wanted my number and to follow me to my destination....I "escaped" let's just say.)

And I stroll up in these people's house and their sitting on the couch talking, turns out they were coming from the same club that I had been and he thought about dancing with me, so he says....
And they kind of freak out because this is Miami and somebody is just walking into their house and I'm freaking out because they might shoot me. But they don't because...well. Here's this long legged woman with sexy hair (a wig...shame shame didn't feel like doing my hair) walking into their house with the cutest nervous smile. She's actually pissed. Pissed that her friend is out and about and she thinks her friend should have much more respect for herself than that and maybe I shouldn't have dropped her off.....I'm pissed that I DON'T KNOW THESE DUDES!!! But they were nice. And they wouldn't try anything with their roommate's sister's friend....they were decent guys. I hoped. Dear Lord I hoped. And subconsciously I prayed to God..."Dead Lord...I know I'm here with some random guys and I should know better, but please please please don't let them try anything while I sleep." They asked me where my friend was and I hesitated and they smiled...."Ooooh, she went jogging." Said the more outgoing of the two.

The Next day actually...later that morning my friend showed up. Glowing. They asked if she enjoyed her jog.