You Know When.....

It's day 5 1/2. I want to go on there. Usually whenever I come home in the wee hours of the morning I would mindlessly browse it before I fell dead asleep. 34 1/2 more days.....



You know when....you think somebody stole something, but you don't want to say anything, but when you do find it..you feel guilty.

You know when you listen to a song and it reminds of somewhere or someone.

You know when...you have a a pen and you don't know where it came from...I feel like a thief

You know when you lose something and it feels like it never existed.

You know when you think something is true for the longest and one day you find out it isn't. And then you question everything.

You know when you know what's good for someone but your too afraid to say it.

You know when you really like something but your too afraid to admit it, and then some person admits they like the same thing and you feel like a fool for being so afraid.

You know when you dream about people, like random people you don't talk to that much...but their in your dreams. That means they're significant to you whether you realize it or not.

You know when you wish your conscience would have spoken louder.

You know when you wish your conscience would just shut up.

You know when you question life and your existence....

You know when the funniest things happen that affirms your beliefs that there is a god...or "a higher being" for the skeptics

You know when you wonder if only these things happen to you...

You know when you see someone or something and it just takes your breath away...

You know when you take something for granted but when it's completely gone you wish you had it back. But you know it's gone forever.

You know when something actually goes your way and it seems just so surreal.

You know when someone says the smallest thing to bring a smile to your face.

You know when you find yourself smiling about a distant memory...

You know when you buy something and you think it's the greatest thing in the world until you see the upgraded version.

You know you see people do the most amazing things and you realize your life is really not that bad.

You know when a stream of unfortunate events happen in one day and you hate your life.

You know when you think you've had a near death experience and life seems so fragile...and realize it's a miracle any of us are still here...

Or maybe that's just me...