Defeat. That's what it felt But it wasn't THEM that they looked at it was the "director".
Me.
Newbie, lost, inexperienced, Ms. S aka "I-can't-believe-they-hired-her-she-looks-so-young-ofcourse-she-failed-ha-ha".
Bitches.
I walked back to my class room feeling like I failed my students. Who knew the other class would look so damn good....and their parents came out to see this.15 dissappointed faces stared at me and I didn't blame them for wanting to be in that other class.....I was supposed to be the one with the acting experience. I treated them like adults. Damn.
Then there was Triniti who lightly smiled and told me that her class was the winner. What a liar...but it was a beautiful try. I could do no wrong in her eyes. That child has a heart of gold.
I printed the lyrics to Alicia Keys "No One" and handed it out. Played the CD...and explained to them "People keep talking, they can say what they like, I don't worry cause everything's gonna be alright" Were words to live by. They were just psyched that they had a teacher that would play those kinda songs in class.
Next time.
